thoughts parked in the dark

for how long do you park in the dark chambers of your pshyche? and are you aware of the hours spent there? and the multiplication of thoughts that are keeping you there longer then you need?

not only do we have circling thoughts that we are not counting spins for, but our awareness can not be ordered on demand, to have it manage our thoughts. mind is wild untamed power, constantly producing, and many of these thoughts are hidden to our awareness. such a creative force, huh - our mind .

what a ride to be on, real roller coaster.

and that can’t be all there is. so i question. i debate with it. i re-confirm did i hear it right. full dialog. and i check inside my body to see is it true. in there you feel the quality of the truth, that in unique way say short yes or no.

do i feel this somewhere in my body as the truth?

and when no is clear, real work starts - designing a chamber full of light that i am yet to discover. what an art piece i am about to create. what an art piece i already am.