i am what i feel - only when i feel,

i feel alive.

I use words to tell speak about what I feel. Curious wonderer and hopefully your dear friend - mesmerized by human potential and human capacities to take on life in Earth’s school.
I grew up in poverty, battling my emotional needs in childhood, taking on protective role over my caregiver from a very young age. As a child, I developed a strong masculine protector and warrior in me as an archetype, and re-discovered my feminine side in later years of my life. While childhood wasn’t easy with wars, poverty, alcohol abuse, neglect, fear of survival and constant scarcity, I was very aware of my inner compass and higher powers in play finding etherial reasons for all the earth's drama and trauma. I studied myself, my family, people, past, future and developed fascination about emotions, feelings, energies in play, spirit of the soul’s calling and human potential. For years I dove into mind and body experiences, backed up by science and mysticism on both sides of the matter - one without the other gets us lost. When all fails, we look up. When all is good, we look around us. I learned of unlimited Love that grew after each loss (loss of love and rejection, loss to suicide, depression, trauma, loss of hope, will and zest for life, that I’ve witnessed over and over again in my surroundings, and some underneath my own skin). Yet, the more I was able to feel, the more I strengthened my belief in unique goodness that lives in our hearts, in kindness and love so potent as medicine for everything and everyone. My Love grew with every inch of my emotional and spiritual growth.
I stand for Love, for richness inside of us, for potential in us, building bridges over the boarders, kind hearts and care for one another, bigger than we can imagine, because I feel all of the the spectrum rich of rainbow colors.

i believe that we have unimaginable yet strength, uniqueness and powers within that we are here to discover.

the journey of self-discovery makes the life daring, rich and worth coming back to.