From within into these gaps, that my awareness can walk in and have a moment in silence. To listen. And then be initiated. For the necessary death and rebirth is taking place.
The moments of initiation are actual, not planned after many planned years of devotion, many prayers, many sacrifices. They occur unexpectedly, bringing new ways as shock to the mind, peace to the heart, contentment to the soul.
The time is precious, it gives many opportunities to realize it's constant death and rebirth, however, awareness of these gaps can only show up in limited moments. We are not there yet, to be fully aware - we will burst if so.
"In moments when I fully surrender to you, take me to the door of initiation, where I die from the Love I feel, to be birthed into new I am meant to experience."
